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Sunday, July 30, 2006
You Don't Have to Say You Love Me
When I said, I needed you
You said you would always stay
It wasn't me who changed, but you
And know you've gone away
Don't you know that now you're gone
And I'm left her on my own
Then I have to follow you
And beg you to come home
You don't have to say you love me
Just be close at hand
You don't have to stay forever
I will understand
Believe me, believe me
I can't help I love you
But believe me, I'll never tie you down
Left alone with just a memory
Life seems dead and so unreal
All that's left is loneliness
There's nothing left to feel
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1:04 PM
Saturday, July 29, 2006
i cooked yesterday!!for practical.and the foods edible.though yimei and crystal said it's not nice,i still ate it.cause i cook it all by myself!! anyway during practical,i kept panicking.cause i didnt know how much to add and all.and the whole kitchen was quiet and only audrey and i were talking.hahaha.we had badminton match after school and i played with jiarui and we lost!we were winning one okay.but i dont know why we lost in the end.and gwen helped us!hahaha.and i'm happy for the moment!!cause i found my pretty girl's blog!she's so pretty okay!omg.oh and i need to make my fonts larger cause JIARUI,YIMEI XUANYA AND CRYSTAL says it's too small for them!so i'll change it.i got my phone back and everything is gone!all the sweet messages that cheer me up is gone!and i cant expect you to send them again.cause it's different now.and and my photos in my phone memory's gone too.it's so saddening!
9:36 PM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
it's funny how the person i trust MOST turns out to be the person who hurt me the MOST! i mean.i trusted her alot and i told her every single thing.even the slightest thing! omg i just realise how blind i am! i hate her! she's such a bitch! she has no right to scold me behind my back.and i've never ever say anything bad behind you!and that's cause i've always treated you as my close friend.now i'm not going to trust you and i'm going to make you iriitated everytime i get a chance to. you've change so much.you're like so boy-crazy and you're ruining people's relationships!!!you're such an idiot! i dont not like you and i'll never ever ever ever trust you again in my whole entire life!i swear! i trusted you for 2 years and that's enough!go away!!!shoo :(
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my phone's sick!!it's like total blackout okay.i cannot lose anything in the phone.there's so much things inside okay.i know i'vee to let it go and one way is to delete those stuff.but it's just too soon! everything's in a mess! i want to cry alr! but i cannot.and i wont.i told myself that i'll never cry for you again!
judy:you better make up your mind or you'll lose both!and what i told you just now online.you better shut up eh.hurry we need to talk alot alot soon!!
9:21 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
just came back from the musical and my poor feet's hurting.all the stupid's shoes fault.it's quite funny though but the show's a lil draggy.which made me quite rest-less.hahaha.anyway.met crystal at her house's bus stop at around 5 then took a bus down to toa payoh.we were really early.so we ate and played.pearl talk to us and she was really scary!she was like, if you dont usher properly,we'll usher you out.like wow man!!!hahahaha.then walk up and down the stairs which was seriously tiring.and i was perspiring and at the same time,i was sneezing!
this week feels really long.i dont know why but it's like finally the weekends.but somehow, the weekends dont seem the same as before. we use to have long chats on the phone till i fall asleep and somehow,you'll wake me up with your lamest jokes.and we'll gossip about the people you dont know and the people i dont know. we use to be so close to each other like honey to the bee. everything's gone now. no more long chats. no more lame jokes. no more gossip. no more you. just me holding on to those sweet memories.
11:10 PM
Friday, July 14, 2006
this whole week was not good.emo emo emo!!!!
i started thinking what went wrong and all and after while i thought again, why bother. you never really care did you? you only bother bout those people around you. why was i so gullible and believed you when you said"i love you.can you be mine?" why did i foolishly agree? why didnt i make things clear with you earlier on? why must i go through it again? i hate you yet i love you and i miss you! hope you're doing fine.
10:10 PM
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
What I've Been Looking for
Ryan:
It's hard to believe
That I couldn't see
Together:
You were always there beside me
Thought I was alone
With no one to hold
But you were always right beside me
Sharpay:
This feelings like no other
Together:
I want you to know
I've never had someone that knows me like you do
the way you do
I've never had somone as good for me as you
no one like you so lonely before i finally found
what i've been looking for
Sharpay:
So good to be seen
So good to be heard
Together:
Don't have to say a word
Ryan:
For so long I was lost
So good to be found
Together:
I'm loving having you around
Ryan:
This feeling's like no other
Together:
I want you to know
I've never had someone that knows me like you do
The way you do
I've never had someone as good for me as you
No one like you
So lonely before, I finally found
what I've been looking for
Together:
Doo Doo DooDoo
Doo Doo DooDoo
Do Do
Woa-ah-ah-oh
6:23 PM
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
started the day with double period bio which was boring.i dont like my bio teacher!she's iriitating.i want miss lim!she's 100 times better.anyway,i scolded the teacher twice cause i told her to let us copy the notes first then she teach.but she kept talking as i was writing and since i'm bad at multi-tasking,i did not get what she was teaching.and she has short tongue so the way she speaks is really funny.and she's too soft!!!AND! theres bio tml AGAIN! pe made me realise that it's time to go for train! my stamina is sssooooo bad!i wonder how i'll survive the 12 rounds for nafa man!oh! and i'm going for training tml!hahahah :)like finally.english,recess,cme then emath.i dont like my seat during emath cause firstly,it's only jiarui and i.secondly,there's no crystal to fight with me.thirdly,there's no xuanya to teach me! it's horrible okay.and the group's like so quiet cause usually we're the one making the most noise.HAHAHAHAH.sweet teacher did not come today so we had a relieve teacher.she complain that we were noisy when we do our work.and i anyhow do it.since it was mcq,i just wrote any number i like.Great world after school with cystal to get stuff and we spent $60 over on hair band,earrings and necklace.but it's nice!!we ate pretzels!my favourite.and we saw 2 ah bengs in macs.they were scary la.yuck.then back home to sleep.there's all i did today.i'm boring!!!hahahahahah.
8:59 PM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
had syf today and i just bathe.woke up early today cause jiarui came over to watch our show.it's a sad sad show la!and we could not catch the ending!so irritating!and chester did not want to play with her!hahahaha.cause he's too shy.mom send us to school and we rushed cause leslie was scolding.then we stone in the hall and listen to the nominated house capain talk.it was rather boring.then i cant remember what happen till we reach the stadium.the place was really packed.and we had to walk for a long long time before we reach the stadium.the sun was a total killer.it made my headache worse!and my nose was running away.syf was quite boring cause we went through the whole thing 3 times and watching the same thing 3 times can be rather boring.and many many people were crazy over peter gn!people like yimei!she was totally crazy i tell you.now i think i know what's her wall paper! hahahahaha.reach school around 920 and went for dinner at zion rd.then home.the medicine i just took is making me feel drowsy.so i think i'm going to sleep soon.goodnight world!
10:56 PM